2 things i love.

So i ran into this klip, as i like to call it, and of coarse it has to do with music, what else is new in my life… the only constant is music…regardless.

The song is “Until my Heart Caves in” by the late Audio Adrenaline.

The Skater is one of my good friends Evan Kuzava.

Now i have as of late been angry with both Him and myself, 1) because my first year we became good friends, 2) i have done what i hate doing to all of my friends, and that is reject them, i must admit that him trying to force all these new songs and bands and rappers on me all the time is quit annoying, but i have to believe that somewhere down there(in my heart) i love him, and i can love him past all those quarks he has, cause to be honest im pretty sure i piss him off too. 3) because he is a “Lady Killer”; he gets all the girls, and doesnt know what to do with them, he doesnt date them, he just is so friggin cool that they flock to him, and to be honest it is friggin lame to be that guy’s best friend.

Look Evan i know you are reading this and like What a friggin jerk, and im sorry im to chicken sh!t to tell you face to face, but if i dont let this out i will explode.
So anyway, i watched this video, and i cant hate him, i cant even love the guy, im stuck in an alternate universe where i dont what to talk to him, but i dont want to stop talking to him.

And in the midst of all this i find that only God can be my #1 and that if i can put whatever bothers me about anyone and everyone i know or in other words my inperfections on HIM then i dont have to live in this dreamlike state.

Anyways: watch this vid the last 20 seconds is how i can relate to Evan, i try to do something that im good at, over an obstacle that i cant Merit, and i end up with a huge mess of horror.

~ by oohryuhh on November 4, 2008.